sorry, but i am about to inundate your readers. i'll be re-posting a bunch of my no-longer-published archives for this.

i may panic.

for the project, i was asked for specific archive periods, including the first three months of a.lobster's existence. which no longer exists. not to mention the additional spontaneous and necessary-feeling editing, deleting, and re-facing. i feel unable to expand on any of this though i know it's important and explanatory.

of late, i'm spending less time making these changes en blog and more for real. i'll be shuffling my belongings (yet another time. 2008 = not yet my year for not moving) to a family headquarters in northern CA. i'm working, and it's nice. i'm finishing this term even if it scatters the rest of my brains. i'm returning, with a heaviness, to Ashland for absolutely only one more year and it will be something i didn't quite plan and it will be something not of earning or making, but something i only really want to do.

in the middle, i'll be a floaty type of thing.